my last paper today..har3!!!

it's ~SMH3033:Training and Development paper today..and it was my last paper to sit for this semester..hehe..and it's holiday for 1 month..har3..i love holiday since i've been so tired studying and struggling for the exam..now i need a break..i just can't wait to go home and hang out with my friends and family..i miss my home..my granny,my mum n dad,my cute cuzzies..and my friends ~huhu..

Jelapang padi.Kedah

this is how 'jelapang padi' look like..hehe..nice kan..this picture was taken masa aku n linda pergi ronda2..belakang rumah dia jer.. haha,di semenanjung malaysia padi ditanam 2 kali setahun berlainan dengan di sarawak,di mana padi cuma ditanam sekali setahun.. mungkin faktor geografi n cuaca kot.. ~belakang tu Gunung Keriang..di mana terdapat banyak batu kristal.. n i've been there too..gunung yang cantik..byk batu crystal asli..n paling penting byk monyet2 n kambing berkeliaran,kena beware la juga. manusia pun tak kurang byk..manusia yang bangga dengan kerjaya merempit dan berpeleseran tak tentu arah, once again..kekesalan yg melanda.. pollution!!! spoiled pemandangan jer.. orang kita.. x pernah nak menghargai alam sekitar..but anyway i enjoy my vacation, bring me a lots of experience n knowledge,hmmm..i love going places..yeah..

Thank you for being mY friend

there are many moments in friendship,
as in love,when silence is beyond the words.
The fault of our friend may be clear to us,
but it is well to seem to shut our eyes to them.
Frienship is usually treated by the majority
of mankind as a though and everlasting thing
which will survive all manner of bad treatment.
But this as an exceedingly great and foolish
error; it may die in an hour of a single unwise
word;its conditions of existance are that it
should be dealt with delicately and tenderly,
being as it is a sensitive plant not
a roadside thistle. We must not expect our
friend to be above humanity.

U have my forgiveness..

Bad things happen..and so it happened to me too..the incident was unforgettable,i was a little kid back then,and was on primary 3(if i'm not mistaken)..i do my study at kampung at that time,this tragedy takes part in the evening,my mum was doing her cooking while my father wandered around the yard with my youngest brother..me, my sisters and two of my cousin were taking a bath at the river near our house.Suddenly,my other cousin,who was drunk,rushed into the house and destroyed almost everythings inside the house.He was terribly out of control..he ran into my mum and gave her a hard slap,then he tried to get the parang.My mum became so panic and ran into the road,tried to seek for some help,she even asked my aunty nearby to find us..dad was also at the scene at that time but he didnt know what actually happened..until he entered the house and saw the mess,it was a great schocked when my cousin suddenly came up with the parang in his hand and ran after my father..he even said that he will kill my father,and he really meant it..regardless his fear,my father ran and ran with all his strength until he reached the road(our kampung house have a large yard)...he was saved by the lorry driver who took him for police report..that is not the end of the incident because we are still at river at that time..we even heard the srceaming sound of the chaos,me and my sister ridianie went nearer to see what actually happen,we can saw a lots of people stopped by to watch the incident and tried to help..most of them were our relatives.. we even saw my cousin tried to drown his wife ,who was trying to stop him,into a deep river.i can see that my cousin eyes were full of anger,and i dont understand why..until now,..what make him act that way with my parent who had raised him since he was a small kid..(he was an orphan when he was still a small kid and her mum was my dad's elder sister)..hmmm..i can see a lots of changes in him when he got married,he became an alcoholic and often outburst his anger to everyone around him..i guess he wanted to kill my father because my dad didnt want to lend him some money to fulfill his alcohol need..so here i am..growing up with a fear of alcoholic,i still remember how my little brother got sick after the incident and i am still wondering,how did he managed to run from the chaos??he wasnt with us nor with my mother,weird kan??even my father had ran for his life without him..tiba2 je sampai rumah nenek tgok dia ada dah..huhu..masa my mum dia tolong jaga my cousin dua org..Russell and Hansel..Russell was still a baby that time..hmmm..The incident was about 13 years, and still fresh in my mind..my cousin did seek for forgiveness from my parents but they refused to forgive him,quite hard for them i guess.but for me, i just want to forget all of it..what past is past..i know that both of my parents cant forgive him..but deep inside they love him so much..its been 13 years for granted..my cousin already had his condemnation..since the incident ,me and my family heard that lots of bad things happen to him..God did do His work..and i guess that's it..let God do his work..i wish that someday..my parents will forgive him..and i also wish that God let him out from the pain he suffered for such a long time..Please God...Hear me!!

No-bake cheese cake..

i'm loving it

INGREDIENTS

Crust
1 1/4	cups chocolate wafer crumbs
2	tablespoons sugar
1/4	cup butter, melted
1/4	cup chopped pecans
Filling
2	(8-oz.) pkg. cream cheese, softened
1 1/2	cups milk
1/4	cup firmly packed dark brown sugar
2	teaspoons vanilla
1	(3.4-oz.) pkg. instant vanilla pudding and pie filling mix
1/4	cup chocolate fudge ice cream topping (not hot fudge)
1/2	cup pecan halves
1/3	cup caramel ice cream topping
	Whipped cream, if desired

DIRECTIONS

1.	In medium bowl, combine all crust ingredients; mix well. Press mixture evenly in bottom of ungreased 9-inch springform pan.
2.	In medium bowl, beat cream cheese until fluffy. Gradually beat in milk until mixture is smooth. Add brown sugar and vanilla; beat until well blended. Add pudding mix; beat at low speed for 2 minutes. Pour mixture over crust in pan.
3.	Drizzle with fudge topping; swirl into filling with tip of knife. Arrange pecan halves over top of cheesecake. Refrigerate at least 3 hours or until firm.
4.	To serve, cut cheesecake into wedges; place on individual dessert plates. Drizzle each serving with caramel topping. Top each serving with whipped cream.

Prep Time:
20 Min

Total Time:
3 Hr 20 Min

Makes:
16 servings

p/s: try this recipe and u will be proud to see the result..all the best!!chaiyok!!

tagged la jugak..

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
-he's my ehem3..:)

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
- serious,kind-hearted,funny,mature,sometime can be very irritating..hihi..

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
- always there by my side..hmm..cute!!

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
- 143..meaningfull 3 words..ehekz!!

5. If he/she become your lover, you will.
- already my lover..yet i dont know what will i be..:)

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will.
- fight for my rights..(high confident level!!)

7. If he/she become your lover, he has to improve on.
- income..money talk what!!..:)

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is.
- dunno..huhu

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
- hmm..apa owh..no idea..hhehe(i'm a girl with no feeling,,haha..yakah?)hmm..

10. The overall impression of him/her is.
- love him so much.....

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
- i dunno n i dont care..hahakz..

12. The character of you for yourself is?
- ne no ne no..xda gik soalan senang kah,huhu..sik suka ku muji dirik tok..hehe..

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- hurmm..

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
- a better me.

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
- I LOVE U GUYS..THANKS FOR BEING MY FAMILY N FRIENDS...

Ten people to tag :
1. Cliff
2. Jenny
3. Mariati
4........

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
-no idea..x jaga tepi kain nya bah..hehe

Is no. 3 a male or a female?
- female

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
-ermm..sik mok ku tagged org byk..busan..

How about no. 5 and 8?
- no idea..

What is no. 1 studying about?
- civil engineering at ucs...

Is no. 4 single?
- ???

Say something about no. 6?
-cant u see..there's no no.6...
Anyway..to whom ever did read my blog..thanks a lot..

Picnic

uLU Bendul

posing sihh..

slpas puas bermandi-manda

Having picnic at Ulu Bendul,N9..it was on our midterm holidays,it was Izah's idea.The water was so cold n shallow..we have a lot of fun there..we even played water games,(main lambung2 bekas shampoo..:p)hihi..also a game what..we are likely to last untill 4pm,i was already shivering..yet so exhausted,what a day..Ulu Bendul was a very beautiful place for picnic if it was well-managed by the government..the moment we went there,the place was quite dirty,polluted by the rubbish left lying about the river banks..some in the river itself, i was so sad to see the environment being polluted like that...but what more can i do,after the picnic i got my skin itchy..huhu,what a luck!!..i was damn annoyed by the situation, by the unresponsible person whom ever they are...but once again what more can i do..huhu..

Xmas is around the corner~

u better wacth out..u better not cry,better not proud i'm telling u why?
santa clause is coming 2 town...

Comic collections..

this is just a few of my comics..got many at home..

mY besday kena tepung bah..huhu

mY birthday celebration

mY cute teddy gifts

mY cheese cake..i'm loving it!!

enjoying the cake with elle..

name it..best day or bad day?!..huhu,kena baling tepung ba..huhu..fobia sih..This happened on 13 oct 2008..after our last class.Linda is the one who poured me with shampoo water(huh!!)..all bcoz of her i fell from the stair..sakit siot..huhu..and i hardly open my eyes,bcos of the flour,huhu..at that moment i feel want to cry,but all i did is yelling,haha..feel want to laugh..more than that my friends also treated me a dinner at KFC.The things is i got my presents earlier than the day it should..funny, it was a precious moments ..anyway i will cherish this moment,hehe..so sweet of them doing this for me..Tq all..muah..

Mujizat itu nyata..

enjoy it..love Jesus..U my all...

My nite out..

linda n me

mizz elle

me,alex n ayau

sarawak members

all is my cool2 friends..hehe..we used to hang out together..weekends,holidays,n normally after exam,haha...stress out..my friends brighthen my days..mun sik bosan na juak hidup koh.......huhu..lalala..this is time for us to study,enjoy our youth life..making friends..jalan2 cari makan..

My new hair cut..huhu..

This is me..after a haircut...huhuhu..asa mok nangis jak koh..huhu..mauk sik mun dah saloon ya pegi experimen hair style kat aku...huhuu.anyway...beza nya depan ya jak..kahkahkah..this is funny..i have spent about Rm80 just to get this kind of haircut...just my luck,hmm..i should have summons the hairstylist but nah...here i am..feeling so blue..so malu to go out like this...anyway..life goes on..apakah kaitan..hahaha..

I LOVE ANIME!!! yeah...ha..

This is my favourite anime of all..Midori...isn't it cute...:) , it is a very interesting comics to read,a story about a girl,Kasugano Midori, who secretly admiring a guy named Sawamura Seiji,who is a gangster in his school.Seiji is also known as a MAD DOG SAWAMURA as he has a very strong right hand and every students fear him. Untill one day he found that his right hand has turn into Midori while the real body of midori laid at home,having a light sleep . Slowly they managed to get along with each other and become very close.. ting,ning..
{love is in the air}.. guess what? i can't tell more about the story due to the late release of the next series...i just cant wait to know the ending..even though it is a predictable ending just like any other love stories:), i even watched for its movie online but it is not the same.. i enjoyed the comic more than the movie..i am now on a mission to search for Midori comics series 7 &8..can't wait to own it..i just surfed the net to know when it will be release..but it was disappointing ~huhu..just my luck then..guess I need to wait for the release..this comic was lovely sketched by Kazurou Inoue..

I simply want you..

To know how wonderful things have been since I met you,how special it is to spend time with you,and how much better life seems with you in my world..and all of this happen because you are so special..People need people and I need you,and we all need love for a full life depends,not on vast riches or great acclaim, not on success or on worldly fame..but just in knowing that someone cares about me and hold me close in his thoughts and prayers.For only the knowledge that I understood make everyday living feel wonderfully good,that my life'S completeness and richness depends on the things I share with my loved ones..

God Is Always with You

In times of change and difficulties may love speak to you and bring you comfort. May hope remind you that in this life and beyond God is always with you..