Me doing some thoughts♥♥

My emotion today---> SAD :( + rational~i think....

I wish:
~to be a better person...hope i will~someday!! though i am only one person n i know i cant do everything,but somehow..i can still do something to my life. I'm sure there's something i can do..hmm(sigh*)..also i wish to be an entrepreneur in the future,n make a lots of money hahaha,but still, at wat field??uhhuu..seems that i'm not ready enough for the future..sad!! :(
I wish,i'm able to be more serious wit my life, i've done taking my life for granted tis few years..huhu..

I'm thinking:
~of doing something different-->but the fact is there's no much different in me..hey..it's me again~the same old-me...i'm genuinely set tis determination(used to exactly)~to lose weight tis few months,but still..i ended up become more n more chubby..huhu..i feel very bad about it ,i never succeed in fulfilling my dream,n i hope tis won't be forever..i need some space to breath freely..i need to become more useful..i need strength to overcome my weakness. So tis is wat i'm thinking now~i have to be strong..chaiyok3!!!

I dream of:
~having a peaceful vacation n a very delicious meals ever ♥ i'd love to..ahahha...but where on earth m i going to??? i'm now at a very unsteady financial status..huhu..i wish i've lots of money rite now so i can go on wit my dream..just my luck then..sad :(

sadly.unfocused.confused.~ruth.m.

I was tagged by Jenny~again..haha*

Last beverage → iced tea
Last phone call → Ayie Last text message → Hagman
Last song you listened to → When You Tell Me That You Love Me~Westlife Ft Diana Ross
Last time you cried→ a month ago..huhu..

HAVE YOU EVER:
=Dated someone twice → noo..
=Been cheated on → yes
=Kissed someone & regretted it → nah.
=Lost someone special→ yes

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
=Fallen out of love → hmm..
=Laughed until you cried → yes.
=Met someone who changed your life → no.
=Found out someone was talking about you → yeah...
=How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → all of them.
=Do you have any pets →no. m quite scared wit furly animals..huhu..
=Do you want to change your name → i did ever thought bout that once(b4 la..hehe)~but now
m so grateful to be given the name by my daddy..thanks dad.
=What time did you wake up today → very late..haha..tp ku terjaga byk kali,apakah
kaitannya..haha..ngeee~
=What were you doing at midnight last night → updating my blog la..apa gik..
=Name something you cannot wait for → GAWAI!!!!<<<---kan Jenny
=The last time you saw your father→ on January 6th..masa ku mok balik kolej..huhu
=What's one thing you wish you could change→wars to peace
=Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → yes.
=What's getting on your nerves right now →nothing..
=What's your name → Ruth Marin
=Primary School→ SRK Tabuan Jaya,SRB St Paul Bunuk,SK RPR Batu Kawa
=Middle/Secondary School → SMKBK,GRSS
=Hair color → not so sure..huhu..coz it used 2 be black but it does glowed into something
brownish...
=Long or short →shoulder cut..
=Are you a health freak → haha!nope.
=Righty or lefty → righty

FIRSTS :
First surgery → never.
First piercing → cant recall..
First best friend → Marlene.miss u gurl..huhu..
First sport you joined → badminton~same la we 2 Jen..
First pet → my mum cats kot...she really loves cats.
First vacation → Pantai Pandan kot ngan famili n sumuk(i was 12 back then)

CURRENTLY :
Eating → soto~leftover kmek org tgahr tadik,so why waste..haha..
Drinking → iced milo..grlup*
Waiting → msg from someone..

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? →of coz.kids are cute...
Want to get married?→want3..cant wait the day...
Careers in mind? → lalalallala..

HAVE YOU EVER :
=Kissed a stranger → eurghh..never!!!
=Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol →nope..dont like the taste..
=Lost glasses/contacts → nope.
=Ran away from home →nope.
=Broken someone's heart → rarely..i just cant satisfied all people at one time..
=Been arrested → nope
=Cried when someone died → i do.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → of course
Miracles → yessss...
Love at first sight → hmmm...sometimes~
Heaven → yes.
Kiss on the first date→ ahahahaha..
Angels → yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes.=)
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → nope.
Do you believe in God? →yes~ i really, really do.

• * fairy n those who read tis..ehehe..hugs
  

Babe + Sumuk<<<

ku xtauk mok post apa koh,hehe..tp i think tis pic is cute,hahhaa..i wish i could find someone who really love me n end up mcm pic tok in the future hehehe~bahagia la tek..tp hidup tok cam roda juak..very hard to predict our future [eugh..seram aku ngenang eyh] nowadays byk kita dgar couples,got married n divorced..hmmmm...apa mok jadi la kan???huhuhu...adakah laki yg curang @ perempuan x pande jga laki??hmmm...sama2 la kita fikirkan....




lots of love: ruth.m*

Huh..girls' favourite quiz,ahha~

Love Survey: You must answer every question TRUTHFULLY!!

SHOOT! :)~<--- Jenny sayin'

1.Are you currently in a relationship?

=yes.......

2.Have you ever been given a teddy bear?

=yes. a big puppy teddy, 3 teddy bears given by my lovely frenz~

3.What are your all-time favorite love story movie?

=hmmmm~blank3<---no comment

4.Are you in love right now?

=yes duu..would u marry me??!! hahaha....

5.Do you believe that everyone has a soul mate?

=yes i do.

6.What's your current problem?

=no ploblerm...winkz~ST tongue twist..

7.Have you ever had your heart broken?

=yes..fragile heart

8.Your thoughts ON online or long distance relationships?

=hmmm...depends on how both person managed their relationship...

9.Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?

=no..friend remains friend to me..

10.how many kids you want to have?

=as many as i wish...hehhe..cute ba baby..

11.What is/are your favorite color/s?

=white,purple,etc.~coz i got too many colors i like..hehehe..

12.Who is your celebrity crush

=duh~pun bukannya sidak kenal aku...no idea~

13.Do you believe you truly only love once?

=maybe,perhaps...i just go with the flow~life is too hard to predict...huhu..

14.Imagine you're 40 & your spouse just died, would you get re-marry?
=no.

15.Do you believe in love at first sight?

=no idea..

16.What song do u want to be played at your wedding?

=i hand it to my future hubby la..hahahaha....

Exam paper mandarin ari towk...huhuhu..

Exam paper mandarin ari towk...huhuhu...teruk na juak..ku langsung xtauk mok jawab apa...[erps!!! not just aku,malah ramai lg x taw nk jawab] ahhhahaha...bukannya x blaja..tp xtaw..apa yg diajar n kami blaja lgsung x kuar pun...uhhuhu...sodeh ini...so wat we plan is to tiru..ahhahaha...tp kan..bukan salah kami...pengawas ari ini pun senyap jer..buat x nampak ja,sporting~mereka pun tau yg paper nih susah..uhuhu..yay!!! rasa mcm x exam ja...mcm buat latihan yg selama ini kami x taw apa ntah..hhahahaha!!! ~selama ini pun aku dah penah ponteng 3 kelas mandarin, and byk kali dtg setengah waktu kuliah ja n selebihnya aku n geng cabut larik senyap2 masa lecturer x perasan...huhu~teruk bah perange..hihihi~what to do..

KOQ activities..

yeah...pas kawad tek posing~haha

Group Mun~anak2 murid aku..ahha~

anak2 murid aku y nakal~after LDK..

Opening session with students..

28 April 2009, [Saturday]
KOQ-Pembangunan Masyarakat IV...tis year kmek org polah aktiviti yang lain cikit dr berlakon n pembentangan,hahaha...mala jak yakoh dr sem2 gik aktiviti yang sama huhu...tp kali tok lain kit...yet very enjoyable..hahaha...kmek org disuruh g carik sebuah sekolah rendah berdekatan n anjurkan aktiviti utk daknya...kmek org group 4A dibahagikan pada 4 group kecik gik..n pilih la kmek org tek SK Seremban A..aku tek bergroup ngn Izah...hehehe..kmek org rancang mcm2 LDK utk sesi kmek org...ceramah-bosan la budak2...hehe...tp kmek org bg kuiz,alu suka la tek mbiak ney gaya dpt hadiah ba...hahaha...pasya~kmek org adakan LDK-mbiak diuji minda,ketahanan mental,kreativiti n mcm2 gik lah...tp kids nowaday,they're very bright n intelligent enough to do whatever they are asked for...hebat sih...kagum..hahahaa...
tapi..tis year adalah sem terakhir kami bersama KOQ...huhuhu~sik ada KOQ gik sem depan koh~sodeh...huhu...